Corazon de Swiss

May 7, 2007

Vented

Filed under: Cheesepuff,Ringwatch 2007 — by corazondeswiss @ 6:22 pm

Its time for my irregularly scheduled breakdown and and frustration to do with CP, our relationship and its usual state. 
What brings it on…my rapidly approaching birthday (I’m going to be 28!)…just had our 4th anniversary…2 (count them 2!!) couples we know who are younger than we are, and haven’t been together any longer than we have just gotten engaged… 
I should be happy for them. I am happy for them, but I am also jealous. Not envious, jealous, green eyed monster jealous.  So jealous I can hardly see straight. Because I want to be them. I want be having engagement parties and bridal showers and planning our wedding. And our life. 
But I’m not.  I’m here.  CP’s girlfriend of 4 years. Waiting for my life to move to the next stage.  Still.  And so frustrated I can’t even express it. 

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3 Comments »

  1. It’s definitely mega frustrating that this somehow all lies int he hands of the boys. WTF? I remember being equally crazed. Are you confident it will happen sometime?

    Comment by janet — May 7, 2007 @ 6:50 pm |Reply

  2. I sure hope so.

    Comment by corazondeswiss — May 7, 2007 @ 9:14 pm |Reply

  3. *hugs*

    The other couples getting engaged, moving out, moving ON thing is so frustrating… I know it well. The age thing especially. ROAR.

    I know we’ve mentioned it before, but how would a nice little gentle reminder go down with CP?

    LOVE your 100 things, btw. You sound like an awesome person. 🙂

    Comment by Alyndabear — May 8, 2007 @ 1:56 am |Reply


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